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I feel trapped ( not because of you)

The dark disappeared, the light shining in my room with no ease,
I feel trapped, not because of you, I am trapped in myself, I lost myself,
I lost the direction, I felt hungry,
I was afraid, I am afraid, the unknown future,
the unknown dreams, the unknown darkness, the unknown hope,
I feel trapped, not because of you

The logic does not follow the emotion,
The darkness does not match the lightning,
The fantasy doe not fit the reality,
The longing and dreaming just like bubbles over the Pacific Ocean.

you see it, you saw it, you feel,
Body falling apart, emotion flowing….

Love without any freedom.

You said you wasted all my fucking time, I said I will never leave you alone.
I don’t want to leave you alone
I don’t want to leave you alone at all.

Maybe I am drunk tonight,
Maybe I am silly,
maybe I am fragile
I like to be with you just for the hell of it
I am in peace...I am in peace now.
I feel so good, I am so happy...the sun coming down from the heaven make my skin dance like wind…….

I feel trapped, not because of you



When I was Young
When I was young
I thought I knew the truth
Now I am old
I am full of shit

What is love?
Love is torture
What is lust?
Lust is rebel

When I was young
I thought I was right
Now I am old
I am full of shit

What’s love
Love is torture
What is curse
Curse is rebel

When I was young
I thought I was right
Now I am old,
I am full of shit

The sun came down to my chest,
The window is big enough to cover our lives
The moon danced like a child
The plants breathed like my last life

I thought you were right
I thought you were full of pride

I thought I am the only one to get rest
But, that’s never the case


You were talented
And I though you know everything,
I was wrong, indeed
I thought you are everything for me
I thought in your heart there was just one name singing, I though
You’re the one for me.

Actually everything is illusion,
And it stuck in my ears.

I can’t see
I can’t hear
I can’t even feel, breathe
I was like a child, crying like a baby,
Yes, I did cry like a baby, if you ask me why I’m blaming on my destiny.

I can’t sing
I can’t dance
I can’t see your breath

You walked away
Like an angel
But to me,
You are still a child.

A child lost his brain
A child lost his dream
A child lost his own taste
A Child flying in the middle of the
Forest.

A child without feet
A child without wings
A Child without nothing
We call this world fantasy

I thought you are right
But we always fight
I thought you are the angel
But you always scream at me for no reason

I thought you’re a human
You said you’re from different planet.

I’m tired, swollen,
Have no motivation

Interaction, arguing,
Selling, & fucking,
No sad smile in heaven.

This world is full of you and me,
This world is chaos.

I don’t know the answer
I am the woman has no answer

I am full of shit, just like anyone else.

We’re the bubbles floating in the entire ocean with no
time and moonlight.
Just like last night
No full moon night
No pretty things and kisses.

I am the woman lost her own voice
I can just stand over the edge of 101 freeway
Watching all the Mercedes passing by.


American Dream


The American dream set me free
The American dream made me
Complete
The American dream made me
fall in love
fall in love with
You.

That’s why I run away
It’s all a dream
Let the pain dissolve away

Follow your dream
Time does not compromise
Follow your dream
Your heart will find you
Follow your dream
Your dream is you

Follow your dream
Your dream is complete, like you


I am so free
I am so in love with you.





Life on the fastest lane

The red hot pain,
the clear black blue sky is
the darkness in my bathroom and kitchen
Life is on the fastest lane.

I know every single street,
I know every light that turned on at night
I entered the orange light of the city
I saw his eyes
I felt his breath

I fall in love with every street and every person I encounter each day.

I’ve heard every bird’s singing and every single flower’s blossoming.
I fall in love with city just because of one person.